Last Friday (02/21/03) liad Sex and the City.. topikna ttg "can we friends with an ex ??" it reminds me to all of my man. ada "Y" di New Zealand, my first love and my first pain also.. yes, we're friends after all. We still keep in touch for 2 years, then He got married. trus ada "J", but our relations stay only for 3 months. I'm not an easy person to be in love with but he insist me to say "I Love You". We ended all the memories with a big fight. after that, he considered me as an enemy. then I met "E". It takes almost a years and a half to convinced myself that I'm in Love. We've been planned to get married, but everything ended just like a smoke in the air *puff*.. our best friends, Edwin (si Ndutz) saat itu bilang, "kalian kenal baik-baik, jadian baik-baik, kalo bisa kalian bubaran juga baik-baik" Ya ya ya... that's what I want, but needs two to tango, rite?? biar lia jungkir balik berusaha utk nyelesein semuanya dg baik-baik tp kalo yg diajak baik ga ada respon, mo sampe matahari terbit dr barat juga ga bakal nyambung... *huh*

Balik ke Sex and the City, in the end of the movie, after Big's engagement, Carrie told to him bout his fiancee "she's beautiful, Hubble", then she's turn around. In a coincidence she saw a horse, a wild horse. Then she told herself "I won Big's heart, but he couldn't won mine, coz I'm too wild. and a wild one need the same to be free and fly awayr". yaaa ga sama persis sih, tp kalo ga salah sih begitu *maksa* hehehe... yeah, mungkin kalo selentingan itu bener, "E" have already married in this month. nasib lia ga beda jauh ma Carrie... and just like what she said, I'm a wild person....